Thursday, October 28, 2010

Ohh. Emm. Gee.

Glamourai. Gahh?

I thought I knew what it was like to have things rather hectic, with a million things going on at once.I am frustrated. Frustrated and annoyed. Frustrated, annoyed and feeling helpless. The last two and a half weeks taught me that I was WronG. With a capital "W." And "G." Now, this post is likely to sound kinda whiny, but it was all so very, very worth it. I just feel a little bad for my friends and family who had to deal with me as a stressed mess. It wasn't a dangerous storm, remember? Just the kind that shakes you up...

I'm not her. Nor her. Nor her, nor her, nor her...
All is right in the place where all is right. It's perfect. I'm perfect. since We have each been given a gift to be used to further the Kingdom of God. I don't love to go on and on about this kind of stuff because I don't want to sound like an ego-maniac who just wants to talk about me, me, me...blech.  Please know I just want to share in case you are interested :)

Filling.."THE WELL"

It is FULL, when you decide to fill it. Full of flavor, of words, of light, of richness and energy. And it has to be full in order to feel that you are fulfilled.

Love and Prayers, Kuni.


Thursday, October 7, 2010

No more subsssss


9 subject down..Holiday is around the corner! Yay!


Friday, September 24, 2010

Ugh. Exams.

Yes, ugh, it's exam time again.
The first day of exam, wasn't bad at all. Oh dear readers, for your information I'm having my trial SPM right now which is started on yesterday (23 September) .Doesn't seem like I've even been a form 5 student that long. It seems too soon to be sitting for a SPM :P.

As usual, the first subject of all, BM paper 1 and 2. Best of luck everyone!

To all my brothers and sisters,
Do your part and God will do his part. know that God be with you! :))

Right, bed time, methinks.

Love, Kuni

Sunday, September 19, 2010


If you want to excel in life, self motivation is essential. You must know how to motivate yourself. You must be able to keep your spirit high no matter how discouraging a situation is. That’s the only way to get the power you need to overcome difficulties. Those who are discouraged in difficult times are certain to lose even before the battle is over.

Indeed, in our everyday life there bounds to have snag:  a problem faced, a difficult situation, etc. One’s morale may become low and easy to simply give up, saying ‘it is impossible!

Sometimes ago, there was story about a father and a son:

The son says to his father ‘Dad, would you be willingly to run a marathon with me?
The father, despite his age and a heart disease, says ‘YES’.

And they run that marathon, together.

The son asks: ‘Dad, can you run another marathon with me?’ Again father says ‘YES’.
They run another marathon, together.

One day the son asks his father: Dad would please do the Iron Man with me?’

Now just in case you wouldn’t know, ‘The Iron Man’ is the toughest triathlon in existence; 4km swimming, then 180 km by bike, and finally another 42 km running, in one stroke.

Again father says ‘YES’

This is a true story the father and son who have teamed to overcome disabilities while competing in triathlons, marathons and road races throughout the world, watch and enjoy the video below:

So, hope that with this touching true story, it can help to motive you and those surrounding you. Also, don’t forget that while you are making friends online, do share with them this touching story and motivate each and every of your online friends.

And ohh, guys. I want to share this with you all. Nothing is ever impossible if you put your trust on God. because in Luke 1:37 told us "For nothing is impossible with God." So if you starting to says you're impossible to achieve somethingin your life, then you starting not to trust God. God always hold His promise. You're not a loser until you start quitting. So keep faith and move on!!

CHEERS & Happy Sunday everyone!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010


Helllo everyone, how's you doing? It's been a while since I updated my blog.

I'm doing fine here. A week of holiday passes so fast. This is the last week of holiday and I'm going to school next week. Oh my, you know what, it was like : " Woah, what I've been doing for one week? " You don't even remembered what you have done, but I guess this time I know what I've been doing for last week. Hey yeah, you guys want to know what? Hahaha. Alright alright, this is it :)

I've attended the Youth Enlarge Superior (Y.E.S) Conference which is on 9-11th of September. Tell you guys, this is the second time ever I'm joining such a large event which is involve all the youth and christianity in semenanjung area. (The first time was at Global Day of Prayer@ Stadium Melawati) And I was like so excited to wait for the moment. When the day has come, woah!!! I was superb excited. The arrangement of the event was really good. Credit for those AJK of this conference who work really hard to succeed this event. I am personally was very blessed with all talks and workshops have been organized very well and good. Through this event, I've been taught how to be a history maker and how to share God's love with those people around you to impact the world..WHAT??? You don't believe in it? Then you should join this event on next year. Seriously it helped me a lot as example, this event taught me to think more mature. The spiritual of youth filled the all around the auditorium and I'm really really blessed. I can feel the joy, happiness and the gratefulness is running inside the auditorium(Night session) & hall(Morning session). See, how good is our Lord...Because of His love, all His son joined their heart as one..lifted up their hand, and sing praise for Him altogether!!

I'm very thankful to Koko Wagner who has given a book "BORN TO BE A HISTORY MAKER" to me!! Thanks Koko :))))))))
To those who don't have time or opportunity to participate in this program, be sure to follow in the future. Would you be able to get a great blessing.


God bless.

Friday, August 27, 2010

God never gave up anybody..

Hi my friends!!!!:D Here I am blogging again. But I wonder why I couldn't upload photos in my post? Can any blogger tell me why? Thankssssss, I need your help right now! But yea, I don't care about the cannot-upload-photos-matter. I'm going to blog, like usual. But no photos, gerhhh. Who cares? HAHA. Oh yea, God never gave up anybody. For sure!!! who's that "anybody"? That's you!
We often say that God desisted us, or that God don't likes us, or even that God is too busy to hear our voice. How many times do we say these things in our lives? I'm not here to judge you or myself, but to say that everyone at some moment already said this, and this kind of thinking is more common than we can imagine .
Why do we think that?
These thoughts come into our minds at times when we are very vulnerable, sad and sensitive or even disillusioned. At this time the same thing always happens, we open our hearts to thoughts and desires that are not of God.
Stop it!! God never gave up anybody, and never forsake you, never forgot you or abandoned you, God is beautiful and loves you, unconditional love and perfect.
We forgot is that we put other things first or ignore God's love. To be smart and honest, you really believe that God don't care about your problems, with your life, with you?
We all know that this is not true and that often we go through some problem or difficulty (almost always caused by something we did ourselves) was added or absorbed into our lives, because of any attitude or wrong decision that we did.
Let's talk seriously?
How many times have you put what you will do before God in prayer? I'm talking about putting everything into prayers, whether short or immense, followed by campaigns or not! Into the hands of God, your projects and dreams, is a great start to things moving right along the route.
And if we walk right way, we feel the love and care of God for our lives, because in the right way there is the sweet fruit that God has prepared for us.
Now if you track your own path, no matter what God thinks that, then you'll find fruit that you even searched, and in this way, that God NOT planned for you, He never leaves you, BUT YES, goes with you.
Have faith, not doubt, God is with you now!!!
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

The Heart.

Glad that Leehom is back for his new album and movie (Love in disguise) . He'll be coming on this sunday at One-U on 7 pm. And I'm addicted to his new song. I mean * All the things you never knew * . Feel free to listen, nice song and touched. Emo come in sudden...

How often does the wind blow your smile away?
How often do you let it?
and when its finally gone do you slowly start to regret it?
Regret letting the little things cause you so much pain
allowing the people around you to slowly drive you insane
You cant stop the pain its just a part of life
but you can pick what you let effect you and what you allow to cause a strife
if you fall you get back up so dont crawl stand on your feet
give a blank expression and dont let your emotions defeat
My heart feels grief, my ego feels a sense of grievance.
In our world, we believe we have to have reasons for our feelings. It's so much easier, for most of us, to embrace righteous indignation, to imagine justifying our pain or anger in a mental court of law, than to get in touch with the depth of our negative feelings and move on.

Sometimes I wonder, if you realize, just how much
you mean to me.
I never seem to be able, to put into words, the love I feel for you.
Stay in my world, so that, I, will always know, just how much you mean to me.

when you feel your gonna break for something unworthy of your time..
i hope that you'll rememeber how long it takes to fall from a tree you had to climb..
just think it through and take a deep breath..
and remember life without death....
The heart, our biggest strength, yet our biggest weakness.

God bless you all abundantly.
Much love, from me.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Hellooo. x

Helloooooooo everyone [ who ever may read this]
Seems like time literally flys by these days, cant believe how quick a month goes by.
Keep meaning to write in blog and well, you know how it can be lol, tomorrow,,,, tomorrow... tomorrow...well tomorrow has finally come today.
I'm doing great this few days, since my last post. and now what I'm going to blog about?
Hmm..alright, let's talk about " TRUST " . Just another idea..

Some people always says..

What is trust?

How is it achieved?
How do you know when you trust someone?
How do you know when they trust you?

Trusting not just the person themselves but their feelings, trusting that person will do the right thing at the right time.
Trusting in situations, in people’s ability to stay true to themselves and everything they have ever told you the believe in.
Trusting in yourself, letting yourself go and be free, to trust YOU will do the right things, at the right time.
In order to trust there has to be an element of responsibility, if trust is broken, someone has to be accountable. Whether it’s another human being or yourself. I suppose in all honesty I’ve never really understood the concept of trust... No, that’s not true, I’ve understood it on a very basic level. You tell someone something, you trust they’re not going to tell anyone else. You love someone, you trust they’re not going to do anything to hurt you... But that’s easy trust. Hopefully at an early age we learn that people who love us wouldn’t hurt us. By our teens we learn that our friends can keep secrets (or that SOME of our friends can keep secrets).
Trust on a deeper level, I believe I am just starting to learn. Trusting myself to make the right choices, because if I don’t, or if I fail to make choices at all, I will have done myself an injustice. I will be accountable for a lesser life that I feel I deserve. Trusting other people, that they too will make the choices that fit for them, and for me. And most of all trusting that things will work out as they should in the end.
To utterly trust something, there has to be something to lose, sometimes there is a high prize at stake, something truly scary to lose in a gamble.
Maybe I’m just spouting rubbish this late midnight, feeling slightly sick. I suppose without trust we have very little, because we have to trust in something.... If anything we have to trust in ourselves. If we don’t trust ourselves, what do we have?

Conclusion is, Without trust there is nothing.