Ohh. Emm. Gee.

Glamourai. Gahh?

I thought I knew what it was like to have things rather hectic, with a million things going on at once.I am frustrated. Frustrated and annoyed. Frustrated, annoyed and feeling helpless. The last two and a half weeks taught me that I was WronG. With a capital "W." And "G." Now, this post is likely to sound kinda whiny, but it was all so very, very worth it. I just feel a little bad for my friends and family who had to deal with me as a stressed mess. It wasn't a dangerous storm, remember? Just the kind that shakes you up...

I'm not her. Nor her. Nor her, nor her, nor her...

All is right in the place where all is right. It's perfect. I'm perfect. since We have each been given a gift to be used to further the Kingdom of God. I don't love to go on and on about this kind of stuff because I don't want to sound like an ego-maniac who just wants to talk about me, me, me...blech.  Please know I just want to share in case you are interested :)

Filling.."THE WELL"

It is FULL, when you decide to fill it. Full of flavor, of words, of light, of richness and energy. And it has to be full in order to feel that you are fulfilled.

Love and Prayers, Kuni.

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No more subsssss

I AM SO HAPPY.

9 subject down..Holiday is around the corner! Yay!

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Ugh. Exams.

Heylo
Yes, ugh, it's exam time again.
The first day of exam, wasn't bad at all. Oh dear readers, for your information I'm having my trial SPM right now which is started on yesterday (23 September) .Doesn't seem like I've even been a form 5 student that long. It seems too soon to be sitting for a SPM :P.

As usual, the first subject of all, BM paper 1 and 2. Best of luck everyone!

To all my brothers and sisters,

Do your part and God will do his part. know that God be with you! :))

Right, bed time, methinks.


Love, Kuni

"im"possible!

If you want to excel in life, self motivation is essential. You must know how to motivate yourself. You must be able to keep your spirit high no matter how discouraging a situation is. That’s the only way to get the power you need to overcome difficulties. Those who are discouraged in difficult times are certain to lose even before the battle is over.

Indeed, in our everyday life there bounds to have snag:  a problem faced, a difficult situation, etc. One’s morale may become low and easy to simply give up, saying ‘it is impossible!’

Sometimes ago, there was story about a father and a son:

The son says to his father ‘Dad, would you be willingly to run a marathon with me?
The father, despite his age and a heart disease, says ‘YES’.

And they run that marathon, together.

The son asks: ‘Dad, can you run another marathon with me?’ Again father says ‘YES’.
They run another marathon, together.

One day the son asks his father: Dad would please do the Iron Man with me?’

Now just in case you wouldn’t know, ‘The Iron Man’ is the toughest triathlon in existence; 4km swimming, then 180 km by bike, and finally another 42 km running, in one stroke.

Again father says ‘YES’

This is a true story the father and son who have teamed to overcome disabilities while competing in triathlons, marathons and road races throughout the world, watch and enjoy the video below:



So, hope that with this touching true story, it can help to motive you and those surrounding you. Also, don’t forget that while you are making friends online, do share with them this touching story and motivate each and every of your online friends.

And ohh, guys. I want to share this with you all. Nothing is ever impossible if you put your trust on God. because in Luke 1:37 told us "For nothing is impossible with God." So if you starting to says you're impossible to achieve somethingin your life, then you starting not to trust God. God always hold His promise. You're not a loser until you start quitting. So keep faith and move on!!

CHEERS & Happy Sunday everyone!

I AM THE ONE!!!

Helllo everyone, how's you doing? It's been a while since I updated my blog.

I'm doing fine here. A week of holiday passes so fast. This is the last week of holiday and I'm going to school next week. Oh my, you know what, it was like : " Woah, what I've been doing for one week? " You don't even remembered what you have done, but I guess this time I know what I've been doing for last week. Hey yeah, you guys want to know what? Hahaha. Alright alright, this is it :)


I've attended the Youth Enlarge Superior (Y.E.S) Conference which is on 9-11th of September. Tell you guys, this is the second time ever I'm joining such a large event which is involve all the youth and christianity in semenanjung area. (The first time was at Global Day of Prayer@ Stadium Melawati) And I was like so excited to wait for the moment. When the day has come, woah!!! I was superb excited. The arrangement of the event was really good. Credit for those AJK of this conference who work really hard to succeed this event. I am personally was very blessed with all talks and workshops have been organized very well and good. Through this event, I've been taught how to be a history maker and how to share God's love with those people around you to impact the world..WHAT??? You don't believe in it? Then you should join this event on next year. Seriously it helped me a lot as example, this event taught me to think more mature. The spiritual of youth filled the all around the auditorium and I'm really really blessed. I can feel the joy, happiness and the gratefulness is running inside the auditorium(Night session) & hall(Morning session). See, how good is our Lord...Because of His love, all His son joined their heart as one..lifted up their hand, and sing praise for Him altogether!!

I'm very thankful to Koko Wagner who has given a book "BORN TO BE A HISTORY MAKER" to me!! Thanks Koko :))))))))
To those who don't have time or opportunity to participate in this program, be sure to follow in the future. Would you be able to get a great blessing.

Shout : I AM THE ONEEEEEEEE!!

God bless.

God never gave up anybody..

Hi my friends!!!! Here I am blogging again. But I wonder why I couldn't upload photos in my post? Can any blogger tell me why? Thankssssss, I need your help right now! But yea, I don't care about the cannot-upload-photos-matter. I'm going to blog, like usual. But no photos, gerhhh. Who cares? HAHA. Oh yea, God never gave up anybody. For sure!!! who's that "anybody"? That's you!

We often say that God desisted us, or that God don't likes us, or even that God is too busy to hear our voice. How many times do we say these things in our lives? I'm not here to judge you or myself, but to say that everyone at some moment already said this, and this kind of thinking is more common than we can imagine .
Why do we think that?
These thoughts come into our minds at times when we are very vulnerable, sad and sensitive or even disillusioned. At this time the same thing always happens, we open our hearts to thoughts and desires that are not of God.
Stop it!! God never gave up anybody, and never forsake you, never forgot you or abandoned you, God is beautiful and loves you, unconditional love and perfect.
We forgot is that we put other things first or ignore God's love. To be smart and honest, you really believe that God don't care about your problems, with your life, with you?
We all know that this is not true and that often we go through some problem or difficulty (almost always caused by something we did ourselves) was added or absorbed into our lives, because of any attitude or wrong decision that we did.
Let's talk seriously?
How many times have you put what you will do before God in prayer? I'm talking about putting everything into prayers, whether short or immense, followed by campaigns or not! Into the hands of God, your projects and dreams, is a great start to things moving right along the route.
And if we walk right way, we feel the love and care of God for our lives, because in the right way there is the sweet fruit that God has prepared for us.
Now if you track your own path, no matter what God thinks that, then you'll find fruit that you even searched, and in this way, that God NOT planned for you, He never leaves you, BUT YES, goes with you.
Have faith, not doubt, God is with you now!!!
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11.

♥

The Heart.

Glad that Leehom is back for his new album and movie (Love in disguise) . He'll be coming on this sunday at One-U on 7 pm. And I'm addicted to his new song. I mean * All the things you never knew * . Feel free to listen, nice song and touched. Emo come in sudden...

How often does the wind blow your smile away?
How often do you let it?
and when its finally gone do you slowly start to regret it?
Regret letting the little things cause you so much pain
allowing the people around you to slowly drive you insane
You cant stop the pain its just a part of life
but you can pick what you let effect you and what you allow to cause a strife
if you fall you get back up so dont crawl stand on your feet
give a blank expression and dont let your emotions defeat

My heart feels grief, my ego feels a sense of grievance.

In our world, we believe we have to have reasons for our feelings. It's so much easier, for most of us, to embrace righteous indignation, to imagine justifying our pain or anger in a mental court of law, than to get in touch with the depth of our negative feelings and move on.

Sometimes I wonder, if you realize, just how much
you mean to me.
I never seem to be able, to put into words, the love I feel for you.
Stay in my world, so that, I, will always know, just how much you mean to me.

when you feel your gonna break for something unworthy of your time..
i hope that you'll rememeber how long it takes to fall from a tree you had to climb..
just think it through and take a deep breath..
and remember life without pain....is death....
The heart, our biggest strength, yet our biggest weakness.

God bless you all abundantly.
Much love, from me.

Hellooo. x

Helloooooooo everyone [ who ever may read this]
Seems like time literally flys by these days, cant believe how quick a month goes by.
Keep meaning to write in blog and well, you know how it can be lol, tomorrow,,,, tomorrow... tomorrow...well tomorrow has finally come today.
I'm doing great this few days, since my last post. and now what I'm going to blog about?
Hmm..alright, let's talk about " TRUST " . Just another idea..

Some people always says..

What is trust?
How is it achieved?
How do you know when you trust someone?
How do you know when they trust you?


Trusting not just the person themselves but their feelings, trusting that person will do the right thing at the right time.
Trusting in situations, in people’s ability to stay true to themselves and everything they have ever told you the believe in.
Trusting in yourself, letting yourself go and be free, to trust YOU will do the right things, at the right time.
In order to trust there has to be an element of responsibility, if trust is broken, someone has to be accountable. Whether it’s another human being or yourself. I suppose in all honesty I’ve never really understood the concept of trust... No, that’s not true, I’ve understood it on a very basic level. You tell someone something, you trust they’re not going to tell anyone else. You love someone, you trust they’re not going to do anything to hurt you... But that’s easy trust. Hopefully at an early age we learn that people who love us wouldn’t hurt us. By our teens we learn that our friends can keep secrets (or that SOME of our friends can keep secrets).
Trust on a deeper level, I believe I am just starting to learn. Trusting myself to make the right choices, because if I don’t, or if I fail to make choices at all, I will have done myself an injustice. I will be accountable for a lesser life that I feel I deserve. Trusting other people, that they too will make the choices that fit for them, and for me. And most of all trusting that things will work out as they should in the end.
To utterly trust something, there has to be something to lose, sometimes there is a high prize at stake, something truly scary to lose in a gamble.
Maybe I’m just spouting rubbish this late midnight, feeling slightly sick. I suppose without trust we have very little, because we have to trust in something.... If anything we have to trust in ourselves. If we don’t trust ourselves, what do we have?

Conclusion is, Without trust there is nothing.

*Appreciate yet Enjoy .

Today is such a happy day and I don't even know why. I'm must really feeling in a good mood. I guess probably because things aren't messing up around me. Because life is so unpredictable. You never know from day to day what it's going to bring you so whenever you have a good day, just enjoy it. I'm happy because I have those around me that love and care for me. That's the most important thing in anyone's life and you should cherish it. That's why I'm so happy today.

Life. Appreciate it as much as you can. As I look for this busy country, the hustle and bustle of rushing. When do we really have time to breathe? I see how hard we earn for living. I notice how certain people take time out to really appreciate life. People just appreciating the idea of being with each other or by themselves - it's so beautiful.

Listen, tomorrow is not promised. Appreciate life. Love each other and please learn how to forgive those who have wronged you. Honestly, it's not that important to hold on to past hurts. Not only will it not accomplish anything, but it's also not mentally or physically healthy. Notice when you do hold on to past hurts, it will just made you unhappy and end up staying that way. You grow old thinking about things that happened years ago, blaming others for your life taking the road that it did. Let go now while you can and move forward with your life! It's precious and it's the most beautiful thing in the world. Call up your family and tell them that you love them. Let them know that they matter.

Surround yourself with positive people and accept where you are in life. Ask yourself what or who are you afraid of? Overcome obstacles, appreciate life and remember you are a beautiful person doing great things. Cece !

ラブモード...♡(´~｀)

あなたは私を信頼を失った。それは私が..放棄する必要があるわけではないしかし、時々私の心は放棄するが、私は私の心を私にさせない..ので、どうすれば多くのことを逃すわかっている私に教えてください。私はあなたが私に戻って来てほしい。私は私はあなたのがっかりていた知っている。私は本当にしたい私は嫌な思い出を、私はまだフォトショップに至った。フラッシュバックは、私をほっといていないためです。あなたは私に戻って来れば、私はすべてのことが必要になります。過去に何が起こったか私がアップしてみましょう。私は浮気を認める。
なぜ私はそれをやったのか分からない。しかし、私はそれを後悔しない。何も私が行うことができますまたは過去を変更できると言う。すべては私が過去に行った
天国は、私は申し訳ありませんが、知っている
私も見て若い頃
あなたはいつも私のためにされた
そして、私の好奇心
私のよい半分を得た
赤ちゃんが簡単に私にそれを取る
AからZ何
何になりたいか教えてください
私は私の心をすることを開く
あなたはより優先される
できないあなたが私を処罰参照してください
詳細はすでに十分以上。
赤ちゃんは、あなたは1000000です。

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Global day of Prayer @ Stadium melawati.

Hi people over there, how you doing? I'm going great. I've been neglecting my blog for few weeks. ummmm, so many stories to tell and ofcourse so many picture to share that speak a thousand word ! But today, I'm going to blog the day of 23th may.

Are you ready to read this guys? If yes, scroll down your mouse then! haha.oh-craps.

Last sunday, me and few church members headed over stadium melawati @ shah alam for the Global day of Prayer. Unexpected, the people who are attended this event is more than I thought. Like so 'WOW' ! Don't you believe that? wait, I show you a photo.


See, I told you !
The stadium is packed with the people came from different church, nation & culture. This is so amazing. and i was like, wow, wow and wow for every second. This is the first time I joined this kind of event that involving so many christianity. I'm so excited when I entered in the stadium ! I can feel the joy, happiness and the gratefulness is running inside the stadium. We lifted up our voice together, pray together and shout for Jesus name together! this is really amazing guys if you're there to feel what i feel. What can I say is the atmosphere is awesome..God presence..God is real amazing, nothing is impossible for Him. He is the Prince of Peace..

God is so good !! Lord i give you all my soul and all my heart... I want to praise You and worship You Lord Jesus. You're so great

One people, one voice, One God. Don't stop praying for global revival. Oh mighty Lord , heal our land.

The air I breath.

First of all,the dream begins with a teacher who believes in you..who tugs and pushes and leads you to the next plateau...sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called truth..Thanks for all the teachers who has guiding me since I'm in kindergarten and all the way till who I am today..HAPPY TEACHERS DAY..And Tomorrow, the 3 tough weeks begin. Which mean is exam starting tomorrow onwards till 4th of June, just a note to say GOOD LUCK for all the students who's sitting on exam tomorrow. Wish you all the best. i believe,God will give us wisdom and strength too all of us. God bless and Bye till i see you again bloggie :)

The Christian bear....

This a funny story but do get what it points....!!

There was a man who one day didnt feel like going to church so he decided to go hunting instead.
He was out in the bush when he was aproched from behind by a bear. He dropped his gun by accident but didnt bother to pick it up.
He ran for his life. Weaving in and out the trees with the bear on his trail. Curving around a tree he triped over its root.
He looked up and the bear looked down. The bear was about to strike at him. He put his hands together and prayed:
"Dear lord, Please let this bear be a christian."
the bear sat down on its bum and held the mans hands, closed his eyes and said: "Dear lord, Thankyou for the food that i am about to receive......

Your choices, your regret..... Did understand this story and make something to changes your life,if you're that man.......

Think about it..

This one should keep us all thinking..
This is a true story of something that happened just a few years ago at USC..
There was a professor of philosophy there who was a deeply comitted atheist...
His primary goal for one required class was to spend the entire semester to prove that God couldn't exist..
His students were always afraid to argue with him because of his impeccable logic..
Sure, some had argued in class at times, but no one had ever really gone against him because of his reputation..
At the end of every semester on the last day, he would say to his class of 300 students..
" If there's anyone here who still believe in Jesus, stand up! "
In twenty years, no one had ever stood up...
They knew what he was going to do next..
He would say : " because anyone who believes in God is a fool. "
If God existed, He could stop this piece of chalk from hitting the ground and breaking..
Such a simple task to prove that He is God, and yet He can't do it..
And every year, he would drop the chalk onto the tile floor of the classroom..
And it would shatter into a thousand pieces...
All of the student would do nothing but stop and stare...
Most of students thought that God couldn't exist...
Certainly..a number of Christians had slipped through, but for 20 years,they had been too afraid to stand up..
Well, a few years ago there was a freshman who happened to enroll..
He was a Christian and had heard the stories about his professor..
He was required to take class for his major, and he was afraid...
But for three months that semester, he prayed every morning...
That he would have the courage to stand up no matter what the professor said, or what the class thought...
Nothing they said could ever shatter his faith, he hoped...
Finally, the day came...
The professor said : " If there's anyone here who still believe in God, stand up ! "
The professor and the class of 300 people looked at him, shocked, as he stood up at the back of the classroom...
The professor shouted, " YOU FOOL!! "
If God existed, He would keep this piece of chalk from breaking when it hit the ground ! "
He proceeded to drop the chalk..
but as he did, it slipped out of his fingers, off his shirt cuff, onto the pleat of his pants, down his leg and off his shoe..
As it hit the ground, it simply rolled away unbroken..
The professor"s jaw dropped as he stared at the chalk..
He looked up at the young man, and then ran out of the lecture hall..
The young man, who had stood, proceeded to walk to the front of the room and shared his faith with Jesus for the next half hour..
300 students stayed and listened as he told of God's love for them and of His power through Jesus..

* YOU HAVE 2 CHOICES..
1.PRETEND YOU NEVER READ THIS...
2.PASS THIS ALONG TO YOUR CHRISTIAN, NON-CHRISTIAN FRIENDS, GIVING THEM ENCOURAGEMENT WE ALL NEED EVERY DAY..

WHEN YOU CHOISEN OPTION 2, YOU HAVE TO STAND UP..
IN LIGHT OF THE MANY JOKES WE TELL TO ONE ANOTHER FOR A LAUGH, THIS IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT..
THIS IS NOT INTENDED TO BE A JOKE,IT'S NOT FUNNY, IT'S INTENDED TO GET YOU THINKING.............
ISN'T IT FUNNY HOW SIMPLE IT IS FOR PEOPLE TO TRASH GOD AND WONDER WHY THE WORLD'S GOING TO HELL..
ISN'T FUNNY HOW WE BELIEVE WHAT THE NEWSPAPERS SAY, BUT QUESTION WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS...
ISN'T IT FUNNY HOW EVERYONE WANTS TO GO TO HEAVEN...
PROVIDED THEY DO NOT HAVE TO BELIEVE, THINK, SAY OR DO ANYTHING THE BIBLE SAYS?OR IS IT SCARY?
ISN'T FUNNY HOW SOMEONE CAN SAY " I BELIVE IN GOD" BUT STILL FOLLOW SATAN..
(WHO,BY THE WAY ALSO "BELIEVES" IN GOD..)
ISN'T FUNNY HOW YOU CAN SEND A THOUSAND JOKES THROUGH E-MAIL AND THEY SPREAD LIKE A WILDFIRE...
BUT WHEN YOU START SENDING MESSAGES REGARDING THE LORD,PEOPLE THINK TWICE ABOUT SHARING...
ISN'T FUNNY HOW THE LEWD, CRUDE,VULGAR, AND OBSCENE PASS FREELY THROUGH CYBERSPACE....
BUT THE PUBLIC DISCUSSION OF JESUS IS SUPRESSED IN THE SCHOOL AND WORKPLACE?
ISN'T FUNNY HOW SOMEONE CAN BE SO FIRED UP FOR CHRIST ON SUNDAY..
BUT BE AN INVISIBLE CHRISTIAN THE REST OF THE WEEK..

ARE YOU LAUGHING?!

ISN'T FUNNY HOW WHEN YOU GO TO TELL SOMEONE THIS, YOU WON'T..
BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT SURE WHAT THEY BELIEVE, OR WHAT THEY WILL THINK OF YOU FOR TELLING THEM...
ISN'T FUNNY HOW I CAN BE MORE WORRIED ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF ME THAN WHAT GOD THINKS OF ME?

WILL YOU PASS ON THIS?

I DID........... *